!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cute?? tash's new coin purse!!

saw this in tash's school diary.... remember how to sing or not???

all she wants for xmas is her 2 front teeth

small eyes.

because the girls went to stick barbie on me and tash look this picture. barbie on mooks. barbie on moooooks!!

sorry, not tammy.. its my niece..

saturday for you..

i bought tash a ripcurl coin purse for school today.
its pink with polkadots.
i think shes a cool primaryone kiddo with ripcurl coinpurse, juicy shirts, ralph dresses and gap tank tops! haha.

today eve and i went into thefaceshop at plazasing.
i was trying so hard to take picture of "chengjun-ge" from stairway to heaven. hes the spokesperson for that shop.. and his pictures are everywhere! now i have gorgeous pictures of him in my phone! HEHEHE!! :) and its my wallpaper. i know. such a groupie and so disgusting rite...

i think in a couple more months, shannon and i can totally go print our book. "the horror stories-singapore public transport part one"....... i am usually very grouchy in the morning. and i mean super grouchy. so i hate people who like accidently hit my head with their paper bag, accidently pull my hair while holding the seats.. kicking the seats and all. VERY IRRITATING!!!

and i am very thankful that i cannot drive. i think the day i actually drive.. i will either crash the car, or quarrel with some driver. already i dont drive, i can quarrel with drivers while sitting at the back of the car. and i dont mean the driver who is driving the car that im in.

so yesterday, while we were on our way to mediac0rp.. my cousin (who is a veryyyy safe driver) was trying to dunno turn where.. and some *&!@#*(!@#& brown van just like jam brake to let someone outta his bloodyvan. and we almost got into an accident.. and in the car, i was like.. "(*@&#(*@&#(@* cannot drive dont drive lahr. anyhow jam brake.. asshole!!" then never mind............. we were about to turn left.. but there were still cars coming... so we had to wait right?? COMMON SENSE!!! and the *($&@(*&$@(* brownvan that was behind us.. went to honk at us and i turned around im like -insert hand sign. not the middle finger but the "WHAT YOU WANT?" sign" and in the car im like "fuck lar cannot see got cars is it asshole!!" and then that BUGGER actually went to high beam my cousin's car!!! when its not our fault at all cos we were waiting for the traffic to be clear before we can turn.. RIGHT??? and then after i did that hand thing... that guy got damn pissed and like stared at me.. bent his head down that kind.. like want to fight... and then when we finally turned.. he actually drove next to us and asked ME to get down.. what an asshole!!! but my mom, aunty and cousin... being veryyy nice.. ignored him and continued driving. and then my cousin overtook him and drove away. and he turned into another lane.. after that i got a lecture from my mom about how one day i will prolly get into trouble cos i find fault for nothing. HELLO??? HES THE ONE WHO HONKED AT US FOR NOTHING AND HIGH BEAMED US FOR NOTHING. WE WERE INNOCENTLY WAITING FOR THE TRAFFIC TO CLEAR!!!!!! such drivers should be banned!!!!!!

if only yesterday my sis, jennifer and i were in the car together! cos that 2 also very fierce!!!! my mom said.. "if u jen and ur sis in the car.. sure fight one.. you all ar..." and im like.. "what, not our fault what! hes a MCP driver!!"

anyway, driving with my sis or my cousin jen is quite fun. i remember once my sis and i quarreled with some guy at the carpark of bedokhawkercentre cos the asshole stole our lot! we were waiting for like 10 mins!!!

because she is the winner of theSUPERHOST!!!! wheeee!!!!

went to my aunts place for dinner.. went to mediacorpstudio with my cousin, aunt and mom.. blahblahblah! was at the lower deck for like 3/4 of the show and then went up at the last part to meet ed and nick. no actually i was supposed to meet them for a smoke but the adverts were all too short!!

the rest upstairs were sooo rowdy! ed kept going.. "charlyn steady larh!!!" and nick kept on blowing the whistle.. and a couple of the others.. damn funny..

i went through this 4 times today.
ed/nick/auntjoe/zerlina: ey, you tied your hair?
me: NOOO. i cut it short!

oh, i tried to blow eve's flute and hazel's trumpet (am i right?) yesterday in st margs. i cannot blow any instrument to save my life.. HAHAHA.

anyway, i think this is quite warped. butch wants to be a guy. takes pills. butch has sex with gay guy. ??? weird..

anyway, yayyy! chuifangjiejie won! woohoo!

my sleeping hours are officially screwed!

so i slept at like 6am on friday night. got up at 8am for church.
and slept last night at 430 am.. and i just got up!

saturday was spent in church, st margs, queensclose, courts, bukitpanjangplaza and at home.

actually denise ended up at my place cos i desperately wanted to change into a pair of flats cos we were walking around so much. so we ended up staying around this area and then elin and shannon came over to my place.

we watched the annabellechong documentary, sexiszero, and 9and1/2weeks. abit of Lword here and there..

anyway, tonight is the finals for superhost!!

pictures soon!

because, friday nights are filled with many funny pictures.
because, we went clubbing and i didnt drink a SINGLE drop of alcohol. hohoho.
because, m0s was filled with wet men... yuck.
because, of the scary stories at starbucks.
because, the word "tamm-y" was mentioned so many times.

because, i have to get up in about 3 hours time..

because. because.

so whos free from 9th-12th march??? my friend is looking for some girls to work at the IT show at suntec (i think)....

$$$$$$$$$ is good. but i cant work cos ive got work and the stupid kota trip! :((((

MUNICH!!! me no likey likey. HAHA.. its one of those -thinking- movies where you have to think and concentrate throughout the entire movie... i fell asleep for about an hour......

ed, have a great time! :) ayy mate.! haha.

kim cried!!! :(

GUESS WHO WAS ON AMERICA'SNEXTTOPMODEL????

Jenny Shimizu!!!!!!!

MODEL, TATTOOS, GAY, MECHANIC.

so ive been looking around for a new camera.
but yet again, i dont really bear to let go of my current one cos its the last gift my dad got for me before the bigggg quarrel back in sept04.

deciding between the panasonic lumix fx9/8 or.. the casio s500/s600.

ive always wanted a casio cos its really small. and its damn nice.
but apparently the whole world is telling me that panasonic is better. cos of the leica lenses blahblah.

but im using a panasonic lumix fx1 now. so its really stupid to get something of the same brand again. but its even more stupid to get a casio, when i can get a better one at the same price.

am i making sense?

im going to kota tinggi in about 2 weeks time. some company trip thingy. was trying to think of ways to tell my mom and sis that im going to msia.. without them. hahaa.

it was either,

"can i go to kotatinggi in 2weeks time? company trip."

or.

"im going to kotatinggi in 2 weeks. can i have my passport please?"

i ended up using both. one on my mom, one on my sis. hahaha.

HAHAHAHHA!!!!!

THANK YOU ROYTEOAHBENG FOR THE FUNNIEST BLOG OF THE MONTH!!!!!
GAYBOYSGAYBOYSGAYBOYS!!!!

AGH, i just saw something online that totally pissed me off.
its not supposed to piss me off. but i dont know why im pissed off.
and im pissed cos i dunno why im pissed in the first place.

anyway, say this 5 times. PISSED PISSED PISSED PISSED PISSED... eeee sound damn disgusting.

been thinking too much these few days at work.
i think cos ive been too free. im either reading during work, or sleeping. anything, but work. and when i come home.. i watch korean shows that talk about LUB. yah, very cynical. gah.

anyway anyway anyway.

my fav pair of brown shoes died on me. i bought them back in 2004.. from substance. and they died on me. damn sad. thank goodness i have like 3 other pairs of shoes hidden at work. so always got standby shoes.

now, i need brown shoes!!!

oooo and i havent bought shoes in ages. the last one was this pair of sneakers from muji.. that was on sale.. and .... it was an essential. so........ excused.

anyway, ed.. are you leaving tomorrow? or rather today?? your jacket still at my house!! how!!!!!! if i see a 9908 on the road, i just open the car door and go.. "aunty, heres your jacket. thanks!" IS IT LIKE THAT??

like magnet... the push and pull factor.

tash is OFFICIALLY boh-gay. she can totally sing... all i want for christmas is my 2 front teeth..... both, GONE!!! she very vain.. take picture just now, purposely dont want to show her teeth..

i finished this in like 2 days. nice.. i like...

korean shows,

frilly tops.
house by the sea.
rich man.
plain jane.
love love love.
tears!!!

anyway, the WORLD is so small.

my friend's friend is actually my cousin's girlfriend's ex sister in law.

my friend - his friend - her sister - her brother - his ex wife - my cousin's gf.

WOW!! all over the world somemore!!

very small!!!!!!

OKAY. so i broke my "fast". my no clubbing fast. :( i literally had no choice i swear. we were at breko. it was almost 1am. we were so bored we wanted to do something. so the 4 of us chose a place to go. and so we all picked a card and we will all follow the person who chose the biggest card.

at breko, the girls. the girls. the 23. the one with the leather jacket and the vroomvroom. HAHAHA!! wahh.. ultimate eye candy for everyone.

mala huo guo. wah, all the stories..... and yes, the soup is veryyyyy spicy..

before we went to M0s, we were taking stupid pictures outside breko. how stupid? veryvery stupid. ha. and the taxi uncle very nice...

ended up at MOS. wahh. manymanymany people. AND!! ive mastered the art of dancing in heels. hahaaaa.

met my cousin & gang. kelvyn's birthday!
and then we had a mini quarrel with the guy at the baggage. FUCK YOU!!! throw the bag at us.. @&$(*@&$(*@&$(@ knn.

and then james almost crashed the car.
and i was so freaked out i think i was holding onto the seatbelt all the way home.

ok, i think i am going to church later... HAZEL WHY U BLUFF ME. :(

i dont get it.

i bought my mom 2 pairs of shoe yesterday from tangs.
and when i woke up, she started going on about how i should stop wasting money.
HELLO I DIDNT EVEN BUY MYSELF ANYTHING AND I BOUGHT U LIKE 2 PAIRS OF SHOES EVEN THOUGH I SAW A VERYVERY NICE PAIR AND THEY HAD MY SIZE, I DIDNT EVEN GET IT FOR MYSELF OK.

and not only that, when i asked her whether she tried it on.. she said no.... she just left it at her room.

bloodyhell, i didnt waste almost a hundred bucks for 2 pairs of shoes to be sitting in the room, unappreciated.................

yesterday, rockee went to tash's school.. and found tash's introduction to primary one(faith). "hi, i am natasha. i like pink but i dont like green. i live in bukit batok." HAHAHA!! so cute! she even mms-ed it to me cos i insisted that tash is in 1(joy)... turns out it was an intro thing.

eve came over to my sister's place to eat my mom's chicken rice. and then i went to holland to meet shasha.. actually shes a dog. i met her owner but her owner brought her along tooo. whee. haha.

and i watched WALK THE LINE this evening. nice nice. i like..

walked from town to bugis with shannon. haha. yes, we made it!!

you know.... i think marcjacobs actually put a curse on all his shoes???? i can wear allll my other shoes.. and walk the same distance.. and not get any cramps? but for 2 weeks in a row.. whenever im wearing my black flats... i will somehow get this damnnn painful muscle cramp at my right foot. and its not only me! shannon gets it from her marcjacobs too. so its a curse!! its evil!!!!!!

skipped work.
watched a HORRIBLE korean love story that didnt make me cry at all.

and.....

cut away like 12inches of hair..... very nice to see my hair alllll over the floor.. and the assistants kept coming to sweep it away. like at least 4 times in a span of an hour! bitched to my cousin about our cousins. blahblahblah.

my vintage bags are FINALLY ready for collection. &*$^&*@!^$ no money already......

happy valentines day!!

beks, thanks for the sunflower! all the scoop at the void-deck! heh. :)

ed, your jacket is with me!! oops!! pass it to u soon! before the 22nd!!

nothing to do on friday ar? then like that lor!

yesterday was sausages and potatoes day! met min for latelunch and dinner and walked around town. saw NICENICENICE shoes (and its on sale!!!!!!!) and nice bags! whee! everywhere got sale.

and i ate mango pudding twice. the one at the desert shop next to lido is realllly good.

i want to cut my hair shorttttt!!!

denise, elin, shannon, billy, steven and i sat at starbucks for about 7 hours gambling. compulsive gamblers. need to see doctor alreadyyy.

we wanted to catch a movie. really, and not gamble. but either the timings were off, or they didnt want to watch a sad korean movie cos they didnt want to hear us sobbing. and while we were standing around, we saw this girl.. ok lah lady... her boobs are hugeeeeee. as in shes really petite. shes quite short, skinny.. but her boobs were hugeeeeee. it was so scary. its like 2 mini watermelons on her. SICK.

i want to eat crabs!! grrrr.

i reached home around 7ish this morning.. went to buy breakfast for my family.. and read the papers, watched L word season 3 episode 6.. and only slept around 9ish...

how to sleep soon for work tmr?

theres black pepper stains on my green top! :( my mom bought it for me.. at least its like black pepper and not alcohol. haaa.

NEVER STRIKE TOTO SIA.. UPSETTING.

clubstreet, town, bugis, geylang............

tension sia.

many pictures.

you love annabelle chong?????

very blase with your attitude & showing disrespect to many
ingrate
the cause of mum's worries & misery & disappointments
too complacent with life.
irresponsible
spoilt
sometimes give me the impression that you are a very shallow person with hardly any substance
you're out till dawn, drink, smoke, shop, take taxis, sleep in the morning till ,God knows what time in the afternoon or even evening....... not attend church service......... you have gotten yrself into trouble that even both your brothers & I have never been in put together.......

wow.
so fucking true. i need time to digest. been trying to keep such thoughts at the back of my mind.

AGH!!!!

grrrowls. i hate emails that make me cry. :( :( :(

only emails from either my sis or my brother can make me cry. verybelly drama.

eh, go buy toto! hurry.. the draw is tomorrow!!! and its.......... 10 MILLION!!!!!!!!!!

$10 000 000. see, 7 ZERO ok..

ever had the feeling like, you know something is wrong. something is just not... right.

but everyone is refusing to tell you the reason.

i totally get that vibe at home. but no one is bothering to tell me anything.
and that sucks.

:( :( :(

its like a, i-want-to-know-what-is-it-but-im-scared and also the what-can-be-so-wrong????


AGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

whoaa, L word season 3 episode 5... me likey likey.

my mom hasnt really been talking to me. or my sis. or my brother.
i think shes pissed with us. alllll of us. :( :( :(

ive got endless love and full house dvds with me to watch! yayyy! more more more korean shows!! WAI!! LEND ME THE PARIS ONE ALSO!!!!

i want to gamble leh.......................

and i want to cut my hair.

and i want to.....

dunno why cannot post the pictures.

anyway. last time i skipped school.
now i skip work.

met shannon for breakfast this morning. at about 9ish, we both felt so bored. we decided to take half day off just to walk around chinatown and bugis! never buy anything.. veryyy good!! all the good shops closed!! :(

but i managed to buy a pair of black sneakers! YAY! ive always wanted a pair of black sneakers.. (yaya.. whatver.. up to you)... AND it was on sale! like 20%.....

i think kwon sang woo is sososo cute.

this afternoon, at bugis mrt station.. while waiting for the train..... shannon and i witnessed a very disturbing event. cannot blog. very very r(a).... lets just say.. it will make a girl go.. "OH YUCK.." yah. ahhaha.

anyway yummy dinner. yummy friends. HAHA. no i dont eat my friends.

YAY to many shows to watch.

-L word season 3. episodes 5&6! (thanks len!)
-korean drama, full house!
-korean drama, stairway to heaven (2 more discs left!!)

comon, gimme more!

must hurry go get allll the mzwallace stuff that i want before my brother moves on to another job! that time my sis and i got free bikinis when he was at bramasole.. now we get free mzwallace..... i wonder whats next.......... i pray.............. for............... marcjacobs! HAHAHA. i wish.

so weird...........

yet so much more i wanna know.

yayy ive got the bulletproof&fireproof bag to match my wallet! yayyyy!! now if got fire, or got people want to shoot me.. im protected!! hahaha.

but its in newyork and since my brother is such a procrastinator too.. i think it will be prolly another 6 more months or something before we can actually get our new bags and wallets. :(

the girls are over at my place.... TASH WANTS TO STEAL MY TIGGER. okay. i have 3 tiggers on my bed. #1 - tasha's one. i stole it from her when she was like 2. but theres a hole somewhere already. #2 - beks bought it for me from bpp!! #3 - cat bought it for me from hongkong disneyland!!

so now tash is grouchy cos theres a hole in HER tigger. and i REFUSE to give her any of the other 2 cos they're gifts. and now i have to PROMISE her to buy her a tigger. she made me promise infront of her mom and my mom.. wahlao. cannot escape already.

i think i just spent like my entire weekend crying.

cried while watching the korean drama. *very drama. very sad!!
cried while watching inotstupidtoo2 and TOM is so cute!! the other 2 prefer the chengcai thou. i think tom is cuter. that show also quite touching. i was like sniff sniff tearr.

had like horrible food for dinner. one of the worst place ive ever eaten at. near greatworld this "hongkong" style thingy. service bad. staff very food. served wrong food. charged for food we didnt even order. charged for food that we ordered but didnt arrive. $^*&@$^*&@$^*&@

anyway today i lau yu sheng. HUAT AH!!!!

i think moira from season 3 is so cute... ahhh.

because the show is so addictive. because i am so sleepy and i forced myself to watch like 6 episodes of the show for the past 4 hours. because its prolly the first show ever that made me cry so much. because its not reality.

i think i might even stay in tomorrow night, or rather tonight... just to watch the show.

cannot take it lah.
korean drama shows damn sad..............

wah boohooboohoooo.

was supposed to have supper last night.
but i ended up gambling and lost money :(

got home at 4ish. woke up at 7. almost died.
somemore today gotta wear "formal" wear to work cos the channelucrew came to the office to do some fliming.

went to my sister's place.
i knew the pep talk was coming.
i could sense it once i stepped into the car.
fell asleep on tasha's bed. for like 2 whole hours. bliss.

stairwaytoheaven here i come! yay with english subtitles. yay i know i swaku. but at least im watching it! yay. everyone cried. everyone!

all my cousin's kids from mom's side in the big group picture.. my cousin from my dad's side who is only 2 years plus and looks 3ish.. and my 2 lil ralph lauren nieces. (ta ma de. i love tasha's dress)

i feel like crap.

aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

if only, memories are like a hard disk. all you need to do is, right click it.. delete it and then empty recycle bin.

if only.

^!*&^$@*&%(@&$*@^#$*&@

the female cousins from mom's side.
i love i love i love.

z0uk was (*@&$*&@($*&@$( packed last night. its paulv4ndyke. of cos lah...

all the drinks.

like a hard disk..........